When the going gets tough...

I have always wondered whether there has been any tool that can be used for decision making. A black box which would take the requirements and come out with the decision.. I am one of a kind.. I try to make decision.. then keep revisiting them.. thus making life difficult for myself..

I make sure that I keep all these from my parents, but let out on 4 close friends of mine and my bro. Some of these friends, I have known them from school, through college. They exactly know my thinking process and are very supportive.

Looks like I am moving to Banglore. I am totally dependant on Vyshu and I am excited about it. I have been living in my home for the past 20 years and never been outside it beyond 30 days. This is going to be huge change(for good or bad). I should learn to live on my own.. be more independent and more outgoing. Downside is my dad and my bro are a little apprehensive in sending me out(in spite of the fact that this Banglore is 5 hours drive). With great difficulty, have convinced the two (of course, with the help of my mom--- super cool lady).

The decision to move out of office, has not been easy either. Its like you drop lot of things half way through... wondering whether there would be anyone to take it forward. I have broken the expectations of many, some of them I revered the most and who have help to grow what I am today. But uncertainties.. is something that I can never take..